Playing Marvel Rivals brought back the fixation I had. School and home life sucked so instead of talking, I would read the X-Men (and listen to my music). I had comics, action figures, a toki doki sweater with the heroes on it, a shit load of animated and live-action movies, posters, cups, video games, etc. I miss those days. I slowed after the first Deadpool came out and lost interest completely when Stan Lee died. I wanted his autograph. Then burnout hit. I don't even have most of that stuff anymore. Being into this stuff used to be lonely. Now I have fomo. I think I'm gonna add everything I lost to my list of unnecessary stuff to buy this year.

That, and I want an excuse to draw all the characters I loved and currently have a thing for.